“I come here, O haruspex, to know
What you can foretell from the entrails
Of my sacrificed white lamb
Which now steams on your stone.
I know the future is fixed and fated.
I know I am doomed to cross
Time’s hall from past to future.
I know your power is prediction
While mine is merely planning.
It is the not knowing that halts me.
What auspicious omens can you see
As you bend and tend?”
“I see at a marble bench a future haruspex.
In her nail-less blue handsI see
A drowned brown fledgeling
of our huge-winged white bellied seabirds,
In whose entrails are preposterously
shiny net, beads, tiny cups, cubes,
lurid red, orange, blue, purple, pink colours.
I cannot interpret this sign.
But certainly it is a sacrifice,
A gift to mollify the gods.
“Now I see another haruspex, bending, tending,
knife clenched in smooth green hand,
Another marble bench
On which slithers and quivers
The monstrous entrails of a whale.
The knife slashes.
A gelid pile of objects
indescribable, undigested, inedible,
And all the unachievable colours;
The red, orange, blue, purple, pink colours.”
“O , haruspex! What future is that?
How can I plan my life?
And that of my child?”
Dear Janus
I keep 10 pairs of cheap reading glasses scattered in significant places around the house (e.g. bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, by the Radio Times, study, dining room). Nowadays, they are mostly accompanied by a magnifying glass.
Unfortunately the glasses keep evaporating & I can seldom find a pair (or even 1) where I need it.
To counter this, I am buying 4 new pairs from Harris Specs. Could you tell me if I need to bring a cute baby animal (like one of Tina’s patio rats) for evisceration?
Regards
Ross
Spexulations, Ross … 🙂
Janice. I empathise. Your works like this move me. Your courage to write the sadness & worry. It’s all too easy not to face it, express it, or put it out there for fear of catalysing the gloom n doom mode. Thank you – I love your writing.
I often find this site so difficult to use! Have only just seen this. Thank you Radha. Means a lot.